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10/20/09
Another tune I can't get out of my head, it makes me almost cry
every time i hear it. This song is like they peered into my mind.
Almost like they seen the things I've tried so hard to hide from
the public, hell tried to hide from my friends & family for that
matter. This song inspired my latest post Goodbye to You, posted
on my other dA acct
Blue October ~ Hate Me
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
9/29/09
Tune I can't get outta my head lately, even have it as a ring tone on
my phone for a major hottie i know he he.
Kings of Leon ~ Sex on Fire
Lay where you're laying, don't make a sound
I know they're watching, they're watching
All the commotion, the kiddie like play
Has people talking, talking
You, your sex is on fire
The dark of the alley, the breaking of day
The head while I'm driving, I'm driving
Soft lips are open, knuckles are pale
Feels like you're dying, you're dying
You, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire
Hot as a fever, rattling bones
I could just taste it, taste it
If it's not forever, if it's just tonight
Oh, it's still the greatest, the greatest, the greatest
You, your sex is on fire
And you, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire
And you, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire
MISC</i>
The Photographers Rights as by Krages www.krages.com/phoright.htm
The American Museum of Photography www.photographymuseum.com
The other side: ~The Art & The Poetry </i>
Other Websites You Can Find My Work On & Email Addy/Msgr
Model Mayhem</i> www.modelmayhem.com/StarryEyezPhotos
BeModel</i> www.bemodel.com/starryeyezphotos
Myspace</i> www.myspace.com/jellybean1922
Email</i> joann.starryeyezphotos@yahoo.com
Email</i>cinnamongurl1313@gmail.com
Clubs I Belong To:
~Starry-Eyez-Photos~ Credits
Thanks to all that have posed for me and/or had me take photos of your band!
All Photos Are Shot on Locations in Utah Unless Otherwise Noted.
Models I've photographed
Raven - friend
Julie - friend
Tammy - friend
DereK - Seasons of Change(local band)
Twist - The Fuzz Plugz (local band - during his time with Hatepiece)
Sports Teams I've photographed
Salt City Derby Girls www.myspace.com/saltcityderby&…;
The Bands I've photographed (alphabetical order)
8 Points Of Chaos www.myspace.com/8eightpointsof…
Adapt www.myspace.com/adapt1
Apiary www.myspace.com/apiary
Apathy www.myspace.com/apathyband
Balance of Power www.myspace.com/balanceofpower01
Below Me
Blood of Saints www.myspace.com/bloodofsaintsmusic
Blessed
Brick Bath www.brickbath.com www.myspace.com/brickbath
Cave of Roses www.myspace.com/thecaveofroses…;
Deconstruct www.myspace.com/deconstruct
Divine Rite www.myspace.com/divineriteband
Eleventh Hour www.myspace.com/eleventhhour66…
Firehouse www.firehousemusic.com www.myspace.com/1990firehouserocks
Force Of Habit
Frustrations Gripp www.myspace.com/frustrationsgr…;
Hanger 18 www.megadethtribute.com
Hatepiece(R.I.P.) www.hatepiece.com www.myspace.com/hatepiece
Hooga www.myspace.com/hooga inseecure.tripod.com/
House of Atreus www.myspace.com/houseofatreus1
Hypnogaja www.myspace.com/hypnogaja
Idiocracy www.idiocracytheband.com/ www.myspace.com/idiocracymusic
Jezus Rides a Riksha www.cornerband.com/html/bandPa… www.myspace.com/jezusrides
Judging Eye(Formly Drooling Dogs)(R.I.P.)www.ddogs.net/
Katagory V www.myspace.com/katagoryv
Kohabit www.myspace.com/kohabit www.kohabit.com
MEAT www.meatmusic.com www.myspace.come/meatband www.myspace.com/meatmusic
Medicine Circus www.medicinecircus.com www.myspace.com/medicinecircus
Monorchist www.myspace.com/Monorchist
NirDeth www.nirdeth.com www.myspace.com/nirdeth
Luchador www.myspace.com/luchador
Lusa www.myspace.com/lusaslc
Oxido Republica www.myspace.com/oxidorepublica
Post Riot www.myspace.com/postriot …;
Ravings of a Madman www.myspace.com/ravingsofamadman
Reaction Effect www.myspace.com/reactioneffectband
Ronny Munroe of Metal Church(was at Dimebag Memorial Show) www.metalchurch.com/
Rule of Thumb www.myspace.com/lvruleofthumb
Signal www.myspace.com/signalarmy
Season of Change www.myspace.com/seasonofchange1
Separation of Self www.myspace.com/separationofself
Shredbettie www.shredbettieband.com/home www.myspace.com/shredbettie
Sons of Nothing www.myspace.com/sonsofnothing
[Bullet; Red]Sunset Strip www.myspace.com/sunsetstriprox…;
[Bullet; Red]Super So Far www.supersofar.com/ www.myspace.com/supersofar
[Bullet; Red]The Fuzz Plugz www.myspace.com/thefuzzplugz
[Bullet; Red]The Iron Maidens www.theironmaidens.com www.myspace.com/theironmaidens
[Bullet; Red]The Little Dolls www.thelittledolls.com www.myspace.com/thelittledolls
[Bullet; Red]The Red Line(R.I.P) www.myspace.com/theredlineslc
[Bullet; Red]Til She Bleeds www.myspace.com/tilshebleeds
[Bullet; Red]Wounded Knee www.myspace.com/woundedkneeban…
Another tune I can't get out of my head, it makes me almost cry
every time i hear it. This song is like they peered into my mind.
Almost like they seen the things I've tried so hard to hide from
the public, hell tried to hide from my friends & family for that
matter. This song inspired my latest post Goodbye to You, posted
on my other dA acct
Blue October ~ Hate Me
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
9/29/09
Tune I can't get outta my head lately, even have it as a ring tone on
my phone for a major hottie i know he he.
Kings of Leon ~ Sex on Fire
Lay where you're laying, don't make a sound
I know they're watching, they're watching
All the commotion, the kiddie like play
Has people talking, talking
You, your sex is on fire
The dark of the alley, the breaking of day
The head while I'm driving, I'm driving
Soft lips are open, knuckles are pale
Feels like you're dying, you're dying
You, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire
Hot as a fever, rattling bones
I could just taste it, taste it
If it's not forever, if it's just tonight
Oh, it's still the greatest, the greatest, the greatest
You, your sex is on fire
And you, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire
And you, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire
MISC</i>
The Photographers Rights as by Krages www.krages.com/phoright.htm
The American Museum of Photography www.photographymuseum.com
The other side: ~The Art & The Poetry </i>
Other Websites You Can Find My Work On & Email Addy/Msgr
Model Mayhem</i> www.modelmayhem.com/StarryEyezPhotos
BeModel</i> www.bemodel.com/starryeyezphotos
Myspace</i> www.myspace.com/jellybean1922
Email</i> joann.starryeyezphotos@yahoo.com
Email</i>cinnamongurl1313@gmail.com
Clubs I Belong To:
~Starry-Eyez-Photos~ Credits
Thanks to all that have posed for me and/or had me take photos of your band!
All Photos Are Shot on Locations in Utah Unless Otherwise Noted.
Models I've photographed
Raven - friend
Julie - friend
Tammy - friend
DereK - Seasons of Change(local band)
Twist - The Fuzz Plugz (local band - during his time with Hatepiece)
Sports Teams I've photographed
Salt City Derby Girls www.myspace.com/saltcityderby&…;
The Bands I've photographed (alphabetical order)
8 Points Of Chaos www.myspace.com/8eightpointsof…
Adapt www.myspace.com/adapt1
Apiary www.myspace.com/apiary
Apathy www.myspace.com/apathyband
Balance of Power www.myspace.com/balanceofpower01
Below Me
Blood of Saints www.myspace.com/bloodofsaintsmusic
Blessed
Brick Bath www.brickbath.com www.myspace.com/brickbath
Cave of Roses www.myspace.com/thecaveofroses…;
Deconstruct www.myspace.com/deconstruct
Divine Rite www.myspace.com/divineriteband
Eleventh Hour www.myspace.com/eleventhhour66…
Firehouse www.firehousemusic.com www.myspace.com/1990firehouserocks
Force Of Habit
Frustrations Gripp www.myspace.com/frustrationsgr…;
Hanger 18 www.megadethtribute.com
Hatepiece(R.I.P.) www.hatepiece.com www.myspace.com/hatepiece
Hooga www.myspace.com/hooga inseecure.tripod.com/
House of Atreus www.myspace.com/houseofatreus1
Hypnogaja www.myspace.com/hypnogaja
Idiocracy www.idiocracytheband.com/ www.myspace.com/idiocracymusic
Jezus Rides a Riksha www.cornerband.com/html/bandPa… www.myspace.com/jezusrides
Judging Eye(Formly Drooling Dogs)(R.I.P.)www.ddogs.net/
Katagory V www.myspace.com/katagoryv
Kohabit www.myspace.com/kohabit www.kohabit.com
MEAT www.meatmusic.com www.myspace.come/meatband www.myspace.com/meatmusic
Medicine Circus www.medicinecircus.com www.myspace.com/medicinecircus
Monorchist www.myspace.com/Monorchist
NirDeth www.nirdeth.com www.myspace.com/nirdeth
Luchador www.myspace.com/luchador
Lusa www.myspace.com/lusaslc
Oxido Republica www.myspace.com/oxidorepublica
Post Riot www.myspace.com/postriot …;
Ravings of a Madman www.myspace.com/ravingsofamadman
Reaction Effect www.myspace.com/reactioneffectband
Ronny Munroe of Metal Church(was at Dimebag Memorial Show) www.metalchurch.com/
Rule of Thumb www.myspace.com/lvruleofthumb
Signal www.myspace.com/signalarmy
Season of Change www.myspace.com/seasonofchange1
Separation of Self www.myspace.com/separationofself
Shredbettie www.shredbettieband.com/home www.myspace.com/shredbettie
Sons of Nothing www.myspace.com/sonsofnothing
[Bullet; Red]Sunset Strip www.myspace.com/sunsetstriprox…;
[Bullet; Red]Super So Far www.supersofar.com/ www.myspace.com/supersofar
[Bullet; Red]The Fuzz Plugz www.myspace.com/thefuzzplugz
[Bullet; Red]The Iron Maidens www.theironmaidens.com www.myspace.com/theironmaidens
[Bullet; Red]The Little Dolls www.thelittledolls.com www.myspace.com/thelittledolls
[Bullet; Red]The Red Line(R.I.P) www.myspace.com/theredlineslc
[Bullet; Red]Til She Bleeds www.myspace.com/tilshebleeds
[Bullet; Red]Wounded Knee www.myspace.com/woundedkneeban…
Monday is NOT a good day.......
Why? you may ask well I lost my job today. That in and of it's self just sux big time. And the timing couldn't be worse with the holidays around the corner. I'm not so worried about bills yet, but more about how crappy Christmas will probably be for my kids. I'm thinking we'll just stay home so they don't have to see anyone else get presents and them not, also I wont feel quite as guilty that I ruined the holidays for them. We shall see, at the moment I'm in the middle of a pity party, which I've told myself has to be over by the time I get up tomorrow, one day is enough to mope around.
I've been thinking about just going back to school and
reflections of the year so far....
The year is almost over, I can't believe how the time has flown by. I feel so unaccomplished for the year. Sure I've taken a few good pictures but I feel as though I have fell short when it came to really great ones. I'm hoping it will turn around in the next couple of weeks or so, or we will just have to call 2009 a wash. I'm hoping 2010 brings great things my way, I'm hoping my photography starts to really take off & I'm not feeling like I am begging people to "let me take their pix". It's very frustrating because I know what I am capable of. But since the average person can not see into my mind or take the time to look at my work they will
insites to my warped mind
I've notices something, everything seems a lil bit better when I get some ink done. It's like therapy through ink, wellness through pain, happiness from my skin getting color. I've had other "therapy's" but none have seemed to work out quite as well as getting some new ink. That's probably a bad thing, I think I'm a little insane or getting there. I feel like giving up on all my hopes and dreams. Well I can't really say I have any left, they just kinda left me behind. I feel so I don't know, hollow, empty, almost like I'm wasting the air I breath. The more I think about where I want my life to be, the more lost I feel. Because I have no id
When life changes it remains the same.....
OK so I'm going through some weird shit for the past little while. I'll admit it, it's like my past is coming back to make me realize things I didn't realize when the shit happened. I haven't slept good in so long and I've been sick for almost a week. But I think I'm finally starting to realize some things. Saying goodbye for good to ghosts of the past, they taught me the lessons I needed to learn. And hopefully I really learned what I needed to learn this time.
I'm at a really weird point in my life, I feel kinda stalled out. I'm not sure which direction to go in next. My art has suffered cuz lets face it I haven't done anything with it
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